While at work last week, while I had Google music shuffling, I heard Matt Hammitt's "All of Me." I shot Kris a quick chat, to share with him how grateful I was that we were together, and tears welled up in my eyes and I had to just say "I love you. I can't talk about this right now." I was at work, and I have only been there three months, so a complete meltdown at my desk may not be a good sign of emotional stability!
Then the next day, as I was sitting in my van, reading an e-book about sex of all things, I found myself on the brink of tears. I can't explain why that should move me to tears, and as I tried to understand what I was feeling, the closest I could come was that perhaps I was just grateful once again for Kris and everything that God has done in our marriage these last 10+ months.
This week I have received several emails of encouragement, where women have heard or read my story and are finding hope. So, while sometimes some may consider what I share to be too much, I know that I am doing what is right, what God has called me to.
Then the next day, as I was sitting in my van, reading an e-book about sex of all things, I found myself on the brink of tears. I can't explain why that should move me to tears, and as I tried to understand what I was feeling, the closest I could come was that perhaps I was just grateful once again for Kris and everything that God has done in our marriage these last 10+ months.
This week I have received several emails of encouragement, where women have heard or read my story and are finding hope. So, while sometimes some may consider what I share to be too much, I know that I am doing what is right, what God has called me to.
