A lot can happen in 3 months.
Many things can also NOT happen in 3 months.
For me, one of those things that did not happen was surgery. Set for 8/28, a week before, the doctor called and told me that insurance had denied the surgery. The said it was not medically necessary. My body would beg to differ. Within a week of the denial, I started having numbness and tingling in my mid back any time I sit or lay down. My pain increased in both my neck and my mid back. For an entire week, I couldn't even stand up straight, and went to the ER, thinking one of the bulging discs in my back had ruptured. It had not, and all the ER doctor said was that the CT scan showed bulging discs all over my spine. Yeah...I know...
My surgeon ordered another MRI, basically a repeat of the previous one done in May, because the report as he put it was the worst he had ever read and contained no information in it. His thought was that if we repeat the MRI and have a new report, it should contain what the insurance company needs to see to approve surgery.
So, my new MRI was done and this time the report indicated I had bulging discs at C3-4, narrowing on both sides, and a pinched nerve at C5. They have resubmitted it to the insurance company, and surgery is tentatively scheduled now for 1/15/20. If it gets denied again, honestly I am not sure what will happen, but I can't think about that. I have to bank on that hope right now that it will be approved.
My mental state hasn't been the greatest over these last 3 months, as you might imagine. It has been difficult to force myself to keep up with the things I love. Writing feels like a chore, and so I avoid it most days. The holidays are approaching and this is my favorite time of year and I don't want my outside stuff to affect my joy during Thanksgiving and Christmas. So, I am trying to push through and get back to the things I love. But it is hard work. And most days, I miss the mark.
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