Wednesday, November 12, 2014

Rest in the Chaos

I find myself almost never logging into my blog these days.  I'll hear a song, or read something cool that is on my heart to speak to, but either I'm just really exhausted or not able to take the time to sit down and write about it.  We're at this junction in our lives where almost every night is filled with something:  Girl Scouts, choir concert, after-school activities that throw everything off, worship practice that I'm now involved in at church.  My work days seem so long, as I am still battling daily pain (though it is considerably better than it was) and when I have an evening to just be home relaxing, I just want to sit and veg, watching TV or playing a game with the kids.  And deep down I know that I shouldn't beat myself up about not writing here consistently, but it starts to eat at me when so much time passes between posts.  There is a feeling of letting people down, even though I know this blog doesn't have a huge following of hundreds of people.